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This past week I had Madi home with a baby sitter taking a nap and Hannah and I had run to spend some time with the kids at Hermano Pedro.....hitting the malnourished ward first, no sooner had we walked through the door than Hannah had her hands full with one of our cleft palate babies...little Jose hadn't had surgery yet so his little mouth ( lip) looked ( and is) split wide open but was happy as a clam and had a smile that would kill anyone...I grinned at the two of them and started over to see Alex, but was stopped by this little screeching cry coming from the bed next to his. Glancing at the name tag on her metal bed, I read "Nidia" and my heart stopped when I looked inside the metal slats to see a little girl, maybe 3 or 4 years old so malnourished her little wrist were the size of my first finger. She couldn't have weighed more than nine pounds, it just wasn't possible... her hair had fallen out in clumps because of the starvation and she lay there weakly screeching, eyes wildly roving the ceiling...the last thing she wanted to do when I pulled the metal bars down on her bed was to make eye contact, she purposefully looked everywhere but my eyes. I picked up her little body, knowing that even was hurting her and lay her on my shoulder and the screeching stopped and literally she melted into my arms and pressed her little head against my chest, right where my heart was. I whispered in her ear that today she had a new name, she was no longer cast aside or forgotten...today she was known and treasured. "Your name is Cherish" I whispered to her, at the time not even knowing what was compelling me to give her another name, but wanting the enemy to know, he had forever lost his grasp on this one.

"And you will be called by a new name
Which the mouth of the LORD will designate.
You will also be a crown of beauty in the hand of the LORD
And a royal diadem in the hand of your God.
It will no longer be said to you, "Forsaken,"
But you will be called, "My delight is in her,"
For the LORD delights in you" Is 62
(Our own Amanda Hope, adopted from Guatemala... picture taken the day we heard about her)

(Amanda this past Summer....the joy and delight of her whole family!)

The nurses said she was brand new, had only been there a few days. I found a rocking chair against the wall that I sat and held her frail little body. Around that time Mary burst into the cold ward in her cute sunshiny-ness, calling out greetings to the nurses...everyone loves her in that hospital and watching her... pony tail swinging and her ready-to-laugh-cuteness, I knew why. She picked up Alex who was just as delighted to see her as she was him and we laughed as he laughed and interacted better than he had in so long...... It was time to leave, time to put "littles" back in their cages, time to pull the metal bars back up and here that "click" of them locking that makes shadows pass back over the faces of the prisoners inside of them. I pulled Nidia away from my chest, the screeching started again and laid her back in her cold bed. Mary laid Alex down and we started to walk away....silent tears streamed down his face and he cried so hard, all completely silently that he started to choke and and his body went into spasms. The nurse walked over and in typical reaction picked him up and literally dropped him back on the bed ( I guess they think that clears the airways) all the while tears were streaming down his beautiful face. Finally our little Alex who we watched starving in the downstairs ward for years had been moved upstairs to the malnourished ward...he was getting better, his cheeks chubbier and his smile coming from a full tummy rather than only from the sweetness of his spirit...finally he was well enough to not just struggle for mere survival but to feel the loss of love in his lonely existences and so the tears fell from his beautiful black eyes, he didn't want to be walked away from again.
We were silent as we left the hospital to meet the boys working at a coffee shop, quiet as we kissed our husbands and I sat down at a nearby computer to start working on my next mission team coming the end of February and started listening to my ipod, one of my favorite songs was playing and usually hearing about the love of God and His mercy brings me joy and comfort but not that day, I just couldn't listen...not anymore. It was impossible to hear about the mercy of God extended to me when it looked like it was being withheld from children like Cherish and Alex. Andrew got up from his computer and went and grabbed some kleenexes for me, Scott wonderful man that he is...walked over, put his arm around my shoulder and said he loved me and did I need anything from him...I shook my head no...almost hating the love that was abundant for me and lacking for "them" ...the tears wouldn't stop and Scott sensing the moment which is something he does well, kissed my forehead and walked away. I sat there and wrestled with God, wrestled with Him all through the night and the next day. This wasn't a new struggle for me or anyone else who spends time in places like Hermano Pedro, but I think it surprised me that I wasn't "passed" this struggle. Was His mercy "limited" was His arm short...if no to both of these, why was Cherish starving physically and emotionally and why did Alex struggle with a grief so deep a grief we can't fathom... the grief of being completely being forsaken. Later I was just browsing through a couple chapters in Isaiah and TRUTH came as it always does...faithfully, powerfully, tenderly even when I act like my spirited little Madi when she is quick to make assumptions on my heart for her. In Isaiah 59 it talks about injustice and the sins of a nation, but these words caught my eye

"Now the LORD saw, And it was displeasing in His sight
that there was no justice. And He saw that there was no man
And was astonished that there was no one to intercede;
Then His own arm brought salvation to them........A Redeemer WILL come to Zion"
That was truth over these children's lives, that was THE HOPE, THE PROMISE.

I think I will go kiss Cherish's little face tomorrow ...thank you for praying and for loving these babies!

113 comments:

Mary Margaret said...

welcome back to blogging, my anointed sister - your writing is beyond words ....and your heart forever is overflowing with love and vulnerability for the lives God places in your path - blows me away on a daily basis. I love you. I love living with and learning from you at every turn.

Amanda said...

Melissa,
Thank you so much for sharing your heart with us. God is using you in a mighty way!!!
Tears have been streaming down my face as I read this...I so badly want to come and love on those children!!! Maybe some day soon I can make a trip with Russ and Katie to finally meet you face to face...and see for myself what God is doing in Guatemala through you and your ministry.

Love you and please add me to this prayer list that you send out...I want to commit to praying for you, Scott and Madi and would love to know specifics. (amohr@bankozarks.com)

Armstrong's said...

Melissa- So good to read your post. Thanks for the reminder, challenge and for letting hte Lord use you to speak to me today. Miss you!
Emily

Sharon, Irene and Isabella's Mommy said...

Dear, dear friend... thank you for coming back to blogland. I've missed hearing your beutiful heart and I'm delighting in your honesty now that you've returned. The work you do is SO worthwhile. I feel blessed to hear these stories and be able to pray alongside you.

P.S. I especially like that you snuck in a pic of my sweet Bella girl at the end :) Miss you all!

---Maria and Justin--- said...

Melissa- Thanks for taking the time to blog, it is so great to read an update from you and hear the great work you are continuing to do!
Love you- ria

Kristin said...

Thank you.

I. Love. You.

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gloria said...

I am touched.... and left in tears....... I don't understand..... I guess I just am not "there yet" to understand "why" so many are left forgotten... not just precious children, but women who are abandoned and abused..... and why so many suffer simply because they believe in JESUS?
My heart lately has been in prayer for those souls who are suffering all over because of our Lord. www.persecutedchurch.org
Oh my the expierences that so many are going thru...... many women beaten, raped, etc. It's heart breaking... and at times after a good cry I ask "why" Lord? Why? These people love you - they are YOUR people - why must they suffer so, and I am here safely, where I can pray and worship you without fear of being beaten or placed in prison? Why?

I don't have the answers.... but I do believe we have a loving Lord who does hear the cries of the orphan, the widow, the abused, the persecuted..... and He does in time bind their wounds..... if not here in this life, in the next..........

I am so glad you are writing again........as always I am deeply touched.

Love,
gloria

Elisabeth- Truly Blessed said...

My heart breaks for those children you speak of. It is so terribly sad how easily we "forget" about them and people in general who are struggling. I pray tonight for direction- for myself and our family, that we may be His hands and feet. May God bless you always- you are truly doing His work.
In Him,
E

Alyssa said...

Oh Melissa, your posts take me right there with you. I am grateful to see how God has blessed your days in Guatemala. How you are being taught and the depth of your understanding increased. Not many people have come to know the things you do through seeing the things you see. Thank you for the glimpses that you share with us. Over the past year and a half I have been astonished at the effect of others choices on the innocent & wondered about the purpose of their suffering--why some must come to know the cruel facts of the world and others do not.

I have come to decide tha peace is in knowing that through our loving savior Jesus Christ all WILL be made right in the due time of the Lord. To know that this life is but a small moment and then the reward will be given. The scriptures of comfort also come from Isaiah as well chapter 11:3-4 "...He shall not judge after the sight of the eyes, neither reprove after the hearing of his ears: but with righteousness shall he judge the poor and reprove with equity for the meek of the earth..." and then Isaiah 14:27 "for the Lord of hosts hath purposed, and who shall dissannul it? and his hand is stretched out, and who shall turn it back?... (14:30) the firstborn of the poor shall feed, and the needy lie down in safety..." I am so glad to hear of your days of service and the way your hands and heart are blessing the lives of the precious Guatemalan children.

Peak said...

Melissa, just thank you for exposing your heart in your writing. I will be praying for Cherish, that she may indeed feel Cherished by God.

You are in my prayers my friend!

Karin Peak

Karin said...

So glad you are blogging again. My heart aches when you talk of Alex's grief. I have had that same thought of why God doesn't rescue Alex and the others, like Cherish. I don't have all the answers, but I believe that God will make it up to them in eternity. Their reward will be so much greater than ours. I also pray all the time that God will miraculously transport them into His marvelous presence as they lie helplessly in those awful cages. One thing I continue to struggle with is my anger at how those beds were soaked in urine. I don't understand that AT ALL. And my mouth dropped open at your description of the way the staff lifted him up and dropped him on his bed. Well, I'm rambling...but please know that I pray often for your precious jewels in Hermano Pedro and am so thankful that you are there to bring them some happiness and Jesus' love in action.

Rebecca and Shannon said...

What a beautiful, open post. Thank you for doing God's work.

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Dawn said...

Hi Melissa. This is probably a long shot, but I am friends with the Clark Family (who adopted beautiful Adriana) and found your blog through them. I have been interested in volunteering at an orphanage for several years, but with my work schedule have not been able to do any of the mission "trips". Do you know of any orphanages that allow volunteers to kind of pick their dates? For instance, I would be free to come like Wed to Wed for a week. If you read this, my email is purduegal02@gmail.com. Thanks so much for your help! Everyone I contact only takes volunteers for two weeks at a time. :(

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